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Monday 16 April 2012

hello sharing partner geneveieve!

hellos sp :) here to update todays blog.

sorry sp for asking you that question okay zai phone. i dont know why suddenly that thinking come into my head :( i tried not to think of it le but still wonder in my head cant get it out hais. but never mind about me i am a bit crazy liao. anyway sp i ask de is

what if one day we dont text anymore right? well i dont know why but this few days this question keep pop out in my head :( hais so i asked you. you say depends on your mood? that part i dont understand so must explain to wo kay? anyway i just saying so wont happen de kay i dont know how would you feel if i suddenly poof and vanish from your life. but my feeling is

i will be very sad if that day ever happen and of course i wont be sad just for a day a week. i will be sad for a year a few years. i dont know why i remember you say dont make you an important person to me eh? i tried la. but currently your still very de important to me. and will always be i guess.

actually i am still kinda sad. when you say you going cry la then i cant do anything to help you plus you said you got lots of frens to chat with that kind of pain again inside of me ah. although i know i am included but i dont know la its just anyhow think la... i am so afraid that one day you will forget.. i seriously am scare.. but i know your not that kind of person! i know very well your not.

anyway sp when you see this post is dont know when le i know your busy with work and stressful. but try not to stress kay? please? i dont want to see you cry.. :( i will really really sad... i now still zai outside and is 12am le. not home yet i so wish you didnt cry today.. D: dont cry anymore kay? it hurts me really.. :(

and sorry again for not being able to help you when your sad.. when your down i cant cheer you up that useless feeling will come in too.. when i know alot other people can cheer you up but i cant just sitting waiting for people to cheer you up.... i dont know what to do when ever i see you sad :( really... hais ah your sp mei yong.. zhen de mei yong... ni ah try dont sad kay? i will still try to cheer ni as i never want to see you sad... although 9/10 times all i failed to do so its either yk or emerson or some other people that cheer you up..

today you say your starting to like your class. okay noting wrong with it. well it means more people is gonna enter your life. and its 2 years in that class of yours anything could happen.... today i ask ni what if they ask for your number will you give? actually i was hoping for you to say nope. but guess i was wrong must give de after all. hmm hmm alrights anyway i got no rights to interfere with who you want give your number to. but just scare la now you have someone you like.

i still dont know how i should feel happy? sad? or? i dont know really dont know guess i reallyy should just study eh? you also ah study hard kay if can de hua and try to sleep ah kay?

as it classmate text de hua sure will become close in 2 years time.. well.. anyway no choice also just hope noting goes wrong. okay i end post le typed hen long le.

theres alot alot of thing that i wanna say out but i am scare if i say you will misunderstand and make you no mood i dont want that to happen. so i just keep it a secret kay. all the best sharing partner!

my sp last sms was going cry.. but why :( she say she dont know okay tell me soon why kay? see you tomorrow sp. i like writing overseas letter to you like that lol..i hope you didnt cry hen long kay :(
sorry i wasnt able to do anything to help when your down. forgive me alright. will try to make you cheer when ever your down alrights. see you tomorrow.

this few days you say your heart beat very fast everytime? take good care okay? drink lots of water and eat your medicine kay?

get well soon okay super/sharing sha gua.
cheer cheer soon kay sha gua.

Love,
Laxus